In the course of your mystical development there may come a time when the Kundalini model of awakening may be more helpful than psychological or Chrisitian spiritual models. This experience may overlap with grief, trauma, and mental illness, which is unfortunate as people will try to help on a mundane level, without realizing the harm they are doing to your spiritual development. You must complete this awakening to be realized. The are only three ways on the map to get past the Demi-Urge, and the only reliable one is to awaken the fire serpent. If the crisis arises due to life events, you will find yourself with a spiritual practice of some sort, but also increasing isolated and grasping at straws. In hopes of assisting you here are some links.
